I Want To Heal was inspired by a dream. The dream revealed to me that I would be healed of my lifelong genetic condition and walk. Only a miracle could make this dream come true. For 21 years I did not walk and science was only testing treatments for my condition.
I started to be guided in dreams, so I had faith that it would happen. The problem was that I didn’t know what to do to make it happen or really even where to start. After a few years of trying all sorts of healing techniques, listening to dozens of health and mind-body experts, taking hundred of vitamins/supplements, searching endlessly on the internet, and reading hundreds of books, I found the book Dare to Believe by Becky Dvorak and had a revelation about why I was not being healed.
I was under the false impression that because I was born with a disability that it was something I needed to have and it had a reason. I believed it was “A blessing in disguise.”
I was further holding on to it, because I felt it would make me a better person and prevent me from straying from a deep spiritual life. I thought that if I was “normal” then I would loose myself, get caught up in the physical world, and start living an unconscious life.
My time spent watching other people live their lives had taught me exactly what I didn’t want and somehow I associated that with being physically healthy.
Although I thought I had accepted my condition as a blessing and I was grateful for the perspective it had given me, deep down I wanted to be free to live life fully and without pain. I wanted to heal. I wanted to dance, drive a car, go on hikes, ride a bike, walk on beaches, just get up and move. My body craved movement.
Through the years, the most important healing practices for me was to learn how to listen to my higher self, trust my intuition, and to follow my dreams. These helped me start taking the steps that I needed to being healed.
My condition was hereditary, so I also needed to do multi-generational healing. I took John Newtons programs and used the forgiveness prayer. I also prayed requesting that my DNA be restructured to allow the Spirit of Life into my body. As my conviction increased, I became more in tune with my inner connection, and I was able to tap into my inner self.
Through inspired guidance, I found Michael Allenbright. I worked with him for a year and a half and received Grace Energy from his iZone Beam Healing Program. I became much more aware of my condition on a mental and spiritual level. I began to have insights on various other pieces of my life that were spiraling out of control. I was able to truly come to peace and heal deep emotional trauma that was preventing me from moving forward. As the energy cleared, I was able to live from my heart and express who I am which is the ultimate healing treasure.
I now live pain-free in my body. There are days that something may suffice but it is manageable. The movement is starting to come too. I have trust that the miracle with come, but until that time I am still living my life to the fullest. In my journey to healing, I discovered my true purpose. I feel like I am reborn. Now I desire to help others to find their inner connection, heal, and live fully.