Our Mission

I Want to Heal is a community of people working to support people through their healing process.  We offer calls with health experts and healers with the hope to inspire and facilitate your healing. We feel that you are your greatest healer. We strive to empower you and help you tap into your healing potential.

What We Believe

You are given certain gifts as well as challenges when born. Every cell of you was designed to create a certain experience or lesson. There are no accidents and no victims. You choose this life. Your experience here is valuable. Times of darkness are as valuable as times of joy and enlightenment. The darkness allows you to grow. A fragmented life is the causes of disease and disorder. When you focus on all dimensions of life, you find balance and health.

Using your will power, you choose your life and how you re-act to it. Acceptance and Love is what unites us and makes us whole. Beauty and imagination is what inspires us and help renews our spirit. Silence allows us to listen to the messages that are being given to us. It awakens our intuition, which has the answers that we are seeking. As we listen, by acknowledging and not repress our feelings, we create synthesis. Synthesis is a new state of being. Where you have grown and can now achieve a natural state of health. The once fragmented parts of yourself will no longer overtake you, you will begin to see the whole. This finally allow you to discover your Self and see your purpose.

Our Team

ZEENAH SPIRITHolistic Health Practitioner and Spiritual Counselor
Founder and Host of the I Want to Heal telesummits.
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I Want To Heal was inspired by a dream. The dream revealed to me that I would be healed of my lifelong genetic condition and walk. Only a miracle could make this dream come true. For 21 years I did not walk and science was only testing treatments for my condition.

I started to be guided in dreams, so I had faith that it would happen. The problem was that I didn’t know what to do to make it happen or really even where to start. After a few years of trying all sorts of healing techniques, listening to dozens of health and mind-body experts, taking hundred of vitamins/supplements, searching endlessly on the internet, and reading hundreds of books, I found the book Dare to Believe by Becky Dvorak and had a revelation about why I was not being healed.

I was under the false impression that because I was born with a disability that it was something I needed to have and it had a reason. I believed it was “A blessing in disguise.”

I was further holding on to it, because I felt it would make me a better person and prevent me from straying from a deep spiritual life. I thought that if I was “normal” then I would loose myself, get caught up in the physical world, and start living an unconscious life.

My time spent watching other people live their lives had taught me exactly what I didn’t want and somehow I associated that with being physically healthy.

Although I thought I had accepted my condition as a blessing and I was grateful for the perspective it had given me, deep down I wanted to be free to live life fully and without pain. I wanted to heal. I wanted to dance, drive a car, go on hikes, ride a bike, walk on beaches, just get up and move. My body craved movement.

Through the years, the most important healing practices for me was to learn how to listen to my higher self, trust my intuition, and to follow my dreams. These helped me start taking the steps that I needed to being healed.

My condition was hereditary, so I also needed to do multi-generational healing. I took John Newtons programs and used the forgiveness prayer. I also prayed requesting that my DNA be restructured to allow the Spirit of Life into my body. As my conviction increased, I became more in tune with my inner connection, and I was able to tap into my inner self.

Through inspired guidance, I found Michael Allenbright. I worked with him for a year and a half and received Grace Energy from his iZone Beam Healing Program. I became much more aware of my condition on a mental and spiritual level. I began to have insights on various other pieces of my life that were spiraling out of control. I was able to truly come to peace and heal deep emotional trauma that was preventing me from moving forward. As the energy cleared, I was able to live from my heart and express who I am which is the ultimate healing treasure.

I now live pain-free in my body. There are days that something may suffice but it is manageable. The movement is starting to come too. I have trust that the miracle with come, but until that time I am still living my life to the fullest. In my journey to healing, I discovered my true purpose. I feel like I am reborn. Now I desire to help others to find their inner connection, heal, and live fully.




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I Want to Heal is a network of inspirational leaders and resources. Our desire is to support you through your healing process.

Darkness cannot drive out darkness: only light can do that. Hate cannot drive out hate: only love can do that.

Martin Luther King Jr.

Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength, while loving someone deeply gives you courage.

Lao Tzu

Transformation is my favorite game and in my experience, anger and frustration are the result of you not being authentic somewhere in your life or with someone in your life. Being fake about anything creates a block inside of you. Life can’t work for you if you don’t show up as you.

Jason Mraz

Each of us has a unique part to play in the healing of the world. – Marianne Williamson, The Law of Divine Compensation: Mastering the Metaphysics of Abundance